days of wheat bread and banana

It's been an amazing month for me
days different from the 30 days when there's no wheat bread and no banana
then....a test for me to resist my appetite
to resist what I really want
and then
those were the days when I can't tell my stories
it felt so lonely
no KFC to hold my tears
only me and my laptop
only banana and wheat bread for my dinner

at least I'm not in the worst condition
I've got my mentees on my back
they don't support me directly
but their existence made me strong
God has given them to me for good
for their and mine
for them I could eat wheat bread and banana

from the horoscope problem to the fruit score. I can't tell anything when it's all revealed. It's only me with my God, with all the responsibility that I have taken. Nothing can hold me to keep on fighting and stand still. And nothing can forbid me to buy wheat bread and banana for my night snack.
thanks guys ^^