kambing jantan: sebuah film pelajar bodoh

It's about the newest Indonesian Movie "kambing jantan: sebuah film pelajar bodoh" (male goat: a stupid student movie). Well, there were rumour that this film will be good to watch knowing that the book was a huge bestseller. It's about a boy who blogs about his daily life and make it into a book titled kambing jantan.

Yesterday I watched it at 20.55 with jojo and gmac. Too night to watch film actually. I hope it would be good so that I wouldn't sleep inside. Maybe I already have a bad expectation towards the movie so that I'm not that dissapointed about the movie.

It's about Raditya Dika, a boy who loves blogging and the story is centering in his relationship with his girlfriend, Kebo. Well, it's kinda awkward and really confusing about them. Nothing can be learned from this movie actually. The humour is not that good also. Luckily I'm not sleepy enough to get out from the cinema. I don't see jojo and gmac enjoying it also. HAHAHA...

One character whom I like is hariyanto, starred by edric chandra who played role in extravaganza. The way he makes the accent and the expression of his face made him the perfect character for Hariyanto. Well, there is no other thing I can tell from this movie. My scoring is 4.5 from 10. Happy watching!

days of wheat bread and banana

It's been an amazing month for me
days different from the 30 days when there's no wheat bread and no banana
then....a test for me to resist my appetite
to resist what I really want
and then
those were the days when I can't tell my stories
it felt so lonely
no KFC to hold my tears
only me and my laptop
only banana and wheat bread for my dinner

at least I'm not in the worst condition
I've got my mentees on my back
they don't support me directly
but their existence made me strong
God has given them to me for good
for their and mine
for them I could eat wheat bread and banana

from the horoscope problem to the fruit score. I can't tell anything when it's all revealed. It's only me with my God, with all the responsibility that I have taken. Nothing can hold me to keep on fighting and stand still. And nothing can forbid me to buy wheat bread and banana for my night snack.
thanks guys ^^

gamers

Recently I was addicted in playing Nintendo DS with all the RPG they have. Final Fantasy or Dragon quest. They're just making me left my assignments for a while. One thing about these games are there are stories to be heard. Making me got out from the stress or anything annoying me recently. If you want to have a fun games, why don't you activate the cheat so you can beat any boss you want in no time.
Have fun in playing but don't forget about your assignments ^^

new CD's

I just bought a new cd yesterday, the bird and the bee newest album, ray guns are not just the future. The music is kinda 70's but the background is futuristic making this alternative album a new genre for me. I was looking for the last album of them, the bird and the bee which included the song, again & again. I didn't think that I like their 'music' So sad yet so lovely. Making me feel in different space. My room usually played pop or jazz tracks. So this album has given me another atmosphere. My friends, if you want to borrow it from me, just call me or text message. Oops I forget.... I left it at home. My father also addicted to this album. Sorry, but you have to give me a blank cd to burn (piracy!!!). Hahahaha. 8 of 10 from me.
Songs:
1. fanfare
2. My love
3. Diamond dave
4. What's in the middle
5. Ray gun
6. Love letter to Japan
7. Meteor
8. Baby
9. Phil polite
10. Dance song
11. You're a cad
12. Witch
13. Birthday
14. Lifespan of a fly

what cancer could do?

It's been 3 weeks since I went home to make sure training fasilitator goes well. It's been 3 weeks I don't have idea what's happening in my home.

I'm a cancer and I don't know anything about what characteristic or anything about my horoscope. What I know is the symbol is a crab and the number 69. Nothing so special about it. But the most important is cancer can make me cry. Really cry in my heart. Lunch in my favorite restaurant can be a nightmare for me and perhaps change the rest of my life.

Now I know, cancer is not just my horoscope, it can show another side of me. Me, who can be the best in everything. Me, who loves God more than everything. Me, who loves my family more than myself. Me......

I love talking about myself and now I want to show that I can't be anything without my GOD, JESUS. I should fight me and my horoscope and let God do his part.

real friends

It's a long time since I wrote the last post. I don't really have the mood to write on the next thing I want to share. But lately, I thought that no one would see this page of blog. And I'm ready for everything, something that I cannot tell others.

I have my own community in my university. We can share something together, we can have fun toghether, we can pray for each other. But lately I realized that I don't have any real friends regardless my close friends. We are friends but we don't care about each other, well I do. One of my friends said that if you want to have a friend, be one. But the reality said that I have put myself into that position but no one wants to be my real friend. They said they care about me, they want to spend together, and share mission and vision together. But, where are they?!!!

I just so sad to see that. I can't do anything to cheer myself up. Sometimes it's a dead end for me. But Jesus still be my friend and always be my friend. Don't care about other things. Now, I will live my life with God and I don't wanna care about 'them' for this time.