the answer

I'm happy that I am not chosen to be the candidate for HMTP. It's just GOD has chosen me a way for other work. It's time for me to give my focus to my study, my family, my mentees, and me being a chief mentor, also the coordinator of fund for Youth Camp 2008.

Basically I could accept that I am not chosen, but the reason that made me lost... it's the one that made me so dissapointed...

I can's say anything else... I believe that GOD has show me his plan... his big plan in my life...

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it's about to change

It's not my habit for being rarely to write my blog. ^^





Now I'm in the peak of my life, not the success one, but in the condition when I have the good and bad things simultaneously.





I am fund coordinator for the upcoming life changing event in my university, it's the biggest problem I have faced until now.... 200 millions to go until 24 October 2008. It's like GOD is testing me right now how I can be loyal to Him or not. Many rejections, many pressures from outside and inside, feels like the 'bad guys' don't like us to work for our GOD. We depend on donations suddenly when nobody wants to give their money for the work of Him. Really depressed.....

This month is the hardest month for me, not only about the fund, but also it's about HMTP (student's organization for food technology student in UPH). I am in my run to be the new leader. It's not about me, it's about the organization, to where it will go.



My focus has divided that way, many problems I thought about recently.



In the other hands, I have my mentees whom I loved. Finally I could follow them up and help them in many ways. I have vision, a clear vision for my lovely campus. Really hope to GOD that I can achieve it one day.

I can't say any more thing, all I can do is to pray. I need His power to achieve all my vision and target. ^^