27 January 2010

it's 22 January and it's 5 remaining days before my thesis defence

so excited? Yes

so nervous? Yes

So afraid? Yes

can't wait till I graduate!!!!!!

mimosa pudica

It's been 5 months since the first time I decided to use sensitive plant (Mimosa pudica L.) as my main research, using it as antimicrobial. Many things has happened since then.

it's sensitive plant, fyi

Many friends had come and gone, bleeding. So funny that most of my friends yelled when they tried to seperate the leave, root, and the stem. FYI that sensitive plant has its thorn on the stem.

Thanks guys, so you can remember me by looking at your scar. =)

It's almost time for me to be judged by the board of teachers, so I can get my STP (Sarjana Teknologi Pertanian/ Bachelor of agriculture technology) behind my name.

It's time to study hundred of journals, making slide, and discuss with friends with the same major

I can't wait to feel my freedom, I can smell it from here

invention

It was fascinating to see some of japanese inventions

nothing more to say just see

rain collector umbrella

field appliance combination

umbrella

tear collector sunglasses

multifunction tie

solar cell smoke lighter

=]

2010

It's 2010 and I haven't publish any post yet lately
maybe I'll start tonight by writing my resolution for this year

It's been great in 2009 and I hope God will give me another blessed year this year

happy new year

-denny-

a confession

from: NN

I cannot cry, God don't let me cry. He doesn't want me crying for something He hate. I hate being me. I hate not to tell everybody what I have felt about them. I hate about me who cannot get along with each other when they could. I want everybody to feel what I feel. Because sometimes it's hard for me to get along with them. I need a silent moment, a specific time when I can only be with my GOD. A time when everything can be seen, rewinded in my head. A time to repent, to tell my story with Him.

It's about this week. It's about something I doubt, I can't really sure about that. But that's what happened. Well, people befriend with me with purpose. They're not sincere. Said that they care, they were close to me. But what I've seen is totally different. Maybe they thought I didn't realize that I observe. In the crowd, where all my friend gather around, I always be the 'left behind person'. It really pissed me off. Nothing I can do to work it out. I just cannot say to them that how the couldn't befriend with me for what I am. They saw me like someone they just knew. It's like the time I spent together with them, it's nothing.

I just ran from that condition, go to my room, locked my room and wrote this note. I just cannot hold my cry and I don't want to be pitied write it down on facebook page. So silly. Now it's time for me to talk personally with GOD. Because he is the only one who accept me what I am, other than my parents.

kambing jantan: sebuah film pelajar bodoh

It's about the newest Indonesian Movie "kambing jantan: sebuah film pelajar bodoh" (male goat: a stupid student movie). Well, there were rumour that this film will be good to watch knowing that the book was a huge bestseller. It's about a boy who blogs about his daily life and make it into a book titled kambing jantan.

Yesterday I watched it at 20.55 with jojo and gmac. Too night to watch film actually. I hope it would be good so that I wouldn't sleep inside. Maybe I already have a bad expectation towards the movie so that I'm not that dissapointed about the movie.

It's about Raditya Dika, a boy who loves blogging and the story is centering in his relationship with his girlfriend, Kebo. Well, it's kinda awkward and really confusing about them. Nothing can be learned from this movie actually. The humour is not that good also. Luckily I'm not sleepy enough to get out from the cinema. I don't see jojo and gmac enjoying it also. HAHAHA...

One character whom I like is hariyanto, starred by edric chandra who played role in extravaganza. The way he makes the accent and the expression of his face made him the perfect character for Hariyanto. Well, there is no other thing I can tell from this movie. My scoring is 4.5 from 10. Happy watching!

days of wheat bread and banana

It's been an amazing month for me
days different from the 30 days when there's no wheat bread and no banana
then....a test for me to resist my appetite
to resist what I really want
and then
those were the days when I can't tell my stories
it felt so lonely
no KFC to hold my tears
only me and my laptop
only banana and wheat bread for my dinner

at least I'm not in the worst condition
I've got my mentees on my back
they don't support me directly
but their existence made me strong
God has given them to me for good
for their and mine
for them I could eat wheat bread and banana

from the horoscope problem to the fruit score. I can't tell anything when it's all revealed. It's only me with my God, with all the responsibility that I have taken. Nothing can hold me to keep on fighting and stand still. And nothing can forbid me to buy wheat bread and banana for my night snack.
thanks guys ^^